
Chronicles of Notre Dame du Lac
Edward Sorin, CSC -- Translated by John M. Toohey, CSC, 1895
1853
pg 185 Reze, with all the privileges of his house withdrawn; to return
then to the Lake by obedience after three months, there to drink
to the dregs the chalice of humiliation that awaited him; to seek
in future only the merit of blind obedience, even if the ruin of
the house were to follow--such were the dispositions that were to
succeed the sacrifice made by F. Sorin of all his vanity and all
his pride. Whether through self love or a more noble motive, he
would no have wished that in anything this sacrifice should be
incomplete.
On his return to the United States in the beginning of
February, F. Sorin's first care was to carry out all the
prescriptions of the V.R.F. Rector, however severe they were, and
to conform his views in all things, having no other desire than
that of repairing his errors by a religious and irreproachable
life. God did not abandon him in this trial, and soon, in the joy
and the peace that filled his soul, he could say with the prophet:
Bonum mihi quia humiliasti me Domine.
There is nothing more deceptive than the human heart. Amid
ordinary temptations F. Sorin would not have been able to answer
for himself; but when the circumstances are called to mind in
Sorin's Chronicles