pg 187 abandon him in his fall and that he was able to rise again--that is what surprises him fare more and fills him with the most lively and most humble gratitude. God granted that he may never lose sight of the fact that for a religious there is no peace nor safety but in blind obedience, and that after having grieved the Association by a scandal heretofore unheard of in her bosom, he should do everything to repair it by his exemplary submission on every occasion! Such are at least now his dispositions, and since by the grace of God he now recognizes that all the motives of justification which he rashly brought forward some months ago for his obedience, were a snare of the devil and nothing more, it seems to him impossible that he can every disobey in the future.