pg 268 It would be a mistake to think that we feel the least resentment against our Fathers. We have sincerely regretted the pain that we seem to have caused them and the impossibility in which they placed us of doing the good that we hoped and desired to do and to advance the interests of the Congregation. But in the eyes of God merit is not always gauged by success nor by the development of an enterprise. We sincerely desired and sought the good; this is all that we can say or wish to say. May God be thanked even for this good desire with which he has inspired us. When the V. R. Father requested F. Sorin to resume charge of the house of New Orleans, it was not a favor that he was granting, but a burden he was imposing, and which called for devotedness rather than eagerness on the part of the Lake. This is the origin of the great mistake of Ste. Croix. It was not F. Sorin's business to dictate to the Rector what arrangements he should make with the asylum to prepare them [the people at the asylum?] for the change he was about to make, especially as his opinion was not asked. It was for F. Sorin to